You know what's wrong with size 32 jeans? Nothing. It's just that I can't fit into a size 32 jeans! Even after much struggling, pulling and unnatural sucking in, size 32 simply won't fit anymore! I have a gigantic waist! LIKE BIG MAMA! The jeans fits up to the legs and tights then the last button simply refuse to button up! Size 32.. sheesh.. nobody wears a size 32. Though its my dream to fit into a size 32. Why? Cause I have no butt, and a size 34 makes me look like I am wearing baggy pants, even though the cutting is not suppose to be baggy. Its like girls with no breast and have to wear dresses, and the chest area doesn't quite fill up nicely. I need to get rid of these crazy love handles, or just push them down to my butt area.

I think I'm getting the flu. My nose all stuffed, and my throat is all dry. I have been drinking lots of water. It's a good preventive measure before I get a full blown flu/fever/sore-throat/feel-like-shit sickness. That and Vitamin C. I never like feeling sick. Silly. Who does?

Just when I though it was cool to be anti-catholic (blame Dan Brown), the most unlikely person in my group of friends have converted to "the one true religion" - according to Kristen and Maryann anyway. When enquired why he, once a free-thinker radical anti-religion buddhist zen hippy would convert to Catholicism, he answered with much self-convinced faith - "Because of God". Well that's silly I said, seeing as how someone as skeptical as he is, would require much more than that. "Well Islam doesn't allow me to drink." He added jokingly. Silly boy. Much more was said, along the lines of being expose and staying with a catholic friend, but non of it was convincing. Oh well, at least it was convincing to him. Be a good christian dude!

I want those really long scarves designed by Heidi Slimanne. Those scarves are like so long, you have to twirl them around your neck thrice before getting them to a reasonable hanging length. Of course those scarves are ridiculously expensive, and the only one I can afford are from Zara. And Zara's scarves are sadly short and normal. I need rich parents! Or a better paying job. Or both. Long scarf, t-shirt, torn fitted jeans, leather wristbands and canvas high cut shoes. Mod Fashion perfection!

Singapore IDOL was such a pain to watch! First of all, no cute people! Jonathan is the supposed hunk of the show. Are you people like blind? He looks like a 'kentang' reject from Project Superstar. The girls have not performed, but from the looks of it, not many hotties there too. Then there is Daniel Ong. He have this silly smile all the time. Spots a ridiculous beard that needs to be shaven with a 6 blade razor. And keeps calling Gurmit Singh, GURMS! And back to you Gurms! OH MY GOD! Stop it! Call him Gurmit already!

People I have been going to gym thrice a week, doing both cardio and weights, and I am still not looking any smaller! I need help!! Is it genes? Am I fated to live with this wide shoulders, flabby love handles forever? Or is there something I am not doing right? Drink more water? HELP!